My sadhana

I close my eyes,
I See you walk with such grace,
Your beautiful smile melts my soul,
Your mesmerizing look,
There is no other feeling in my heart,
But the sense of belonging, I am complete.
I am home

My heart wishes to pour petals where ever you walk,
And bow down again and again,
Oh Lord, this is home..for sure it is home

You had watched me fall,you watched me cry,
You have watched me from far and from near,
You have watched me for lives,

Like your dear child,

I want to hold your hand always,like you have held my hand,

You are all that I have, you are all that I belong to,

Gurudev let me come home, where I belong, to you.

Hear my heart , hear my cry,

Let me be, let me be,

Like a child with you,

Smile , laugh,cry , and giggle

Let me be,let me be,

Not shy not scared..

Gurudev you are all I pray all I seek,

You are my kingdom in heavan..

Love you..

my mum

When I look at you mum..
You seem silent but deep inside you are a treasure of wisdom,
Your inner beauty is beyond words can say,
Your inner courage is beyond any storm,

Your body may be fragile,but your heart and soul is strong to withstand
Challenges in your life,
You have gone through the toughest,but you showed courage.
You have spoken only love when you faced tough times
Your amazing smile melts my heart knowing in the midst of all this you smile like a child,

You speak so soft, and sometimes even giggle your frustrations..
Your heart is strong mum..what you have seen and taken in life..it is merely your inner strength that has kept you going..

I don't want to see the day you no more with me and I cry and wish I could have done this or that,
I want to spend every day to say I love you...and thank you for being who you are...

Love you mum

Thank you My Beautiful Gurudev Sri Swami Vishwananda.

With your grace,I wish to post gratitude... life...your sweet sweet Grace...my life.. my moments..my grief..everything I learn each day like an open book here for  me to reflect my life again and again and learn from it...

Thank you